Turn the stereo down, and listen to the still, small voice, fool!

I think some of those questions are getting answered. I hope a few more will, too. I'm really starting to believe more again. I'm still a little hesitant, but I'm hoping and trying to let go and just have more faith -- to give God my faith. I guess I've never realized that faith isn't really something you receive, but something you give. At least, that's my take on it. I've been waiting for faith to come to me, all the while knowing that it was something I was really holding back.

Anyway, yeah, I have some of those really deep questioning moments, but they are temporary setbacks. I don't want anyone to worry from reading back a few blogs ago. I'm fine, although I still have that little cursing problem, and I serve a God that I trust will heal me, use me, and complete me. I believe that, now that I've let go of that bead in my hand (ask me the story in person), God is already doing those things. I know that I serve a God who loves me and takes care of me through all of my flaws, failures, and doubts. So, yeah. I'm trying.