springhill weeks 1-3

so i'm working at springhill camp 44 in the new fro infirmary this summer. it's the busiest infirmary here at the hill, and we get to take care of junior highers, high schoolers, and counselors and staff here. it's so much fun, so tiring at the same time. i'm really worried about going back to AU in the fall and continuing on with what will be my hardest year of pre-med. i know i shouldn't worry. (Matthew 6:27,34 -- "Which of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? . . . Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.") the funny thing is, i don't think i even realized that i was worrying about it and working myself up until i just typed this. okay, so one thing that i need to be careful about. another thing that i've been giving my undue attention to is something here at camp. it's kind of a personal issue that i don't want to put on here, but i've been worrying about the situation and worrying about worrying too much. i just need to give it a rest, and let God deal with it. i dunno. i feel like there's something i can do to help, but i don't know if that will make the situation stickier. anyways, if you read this, pray that i can stay focused on what matters. i feel like this thing has drawn me away from God, or like i just don't know what God is saying to me. it's kind of frustrating. i feel like my connection with God is in repair like a road in st. louis right now (only those from michigan will get it -- from anderson, think scatterfield). i've just been leaning on these verses. Hebrews 2:18 "Because he himself suffered when he was tempted, he is able to help those who are being tempted." and Hebrews 3:13 "Therefore, holy brothers, who share in the heavenly calling, fix your thoughts on Jesus, the apostle and high priest whom we confess. Jesus has been found worthy of greater honor than Moses, just as the builder of a house has greater honor than the house itself." and i just found this one: Matthew 7:7-8 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." wow. i just feel like something more should be happening right now. i'm not flying high in my relationship with God, but i'm not totally in the pits right now, either. i feel like i'm getting stagnant. i guess i need to pay more attention to my devos or something. ahhhh! i dunno.